How to move on
About how I am doing emotionally. Things are still hard. Somedays are definitely better than others. I guess it's just the natural grieving process and I need to embrace it and I am trying.
Somedays I miss the babies so much my heart feels torn in too.
Somedays I forget to think about them and later I feel so guilty about that. I am almost the only person who does remember them or at least the only person who vocalizes about it. I don't want to forget.
But I need to move on as well. I am just not sure how.
Thank you for the special people who posted in our book. I appreciate your prayers and encouragement more than I can say.
If you're just reading this - there are two other entries as well for today.October 11, 2006 - 2006-10-11
Back from Vacation - 2006-07-18
July 3, 2006 - 2006-07-04
Parenting is Hard - 2006-06-30
Update June 23, 2006 - 2006-06-23