I miss my baby
This sucks! For those of you who don't know I had originally planned to take 12 weeks of maternity leave which if I had had a normal pregnancy wouldn't have put me coming back til January. Then we were hoping I could put in my notice and all after Brian finds a job in January.
But I was on bedrest for almost 4 months and ran out of sick leave at the end of Sept. My employer was wonderful and kept paying me during 7 weeks of maternity leave. But I had to come back today.
Today is my first day back and I can't stand it. I bawled and bawled this morning when I took her to the babysitter. And I am bawling now cause I miss her so much. But I am going to see her at lunch.
We're still planning on me staying home as soon as Brian graduates and gets a job. He has sent out a TON of resumes. If you pray please pray that something comes through.
She is eating a little better. Still not nursing but I am pumping and giving her EBM and preemie formula because of her weight gain issues. :(
I miss my baby. Sigh! Well while I am at work I might as well update my Jesus-Freaks ring since I have SO much to do!October 11, 2006 - 2006-10-11
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July 3, 2006 - 2006-07-04
Parenting is Hard - 2006-06-30
Update June 23, 2006 - 2006-06-23