Somedays I miss the babies so much my heart feels torn in too.

Somedays I forget to think about them and later I feel so guilty about that. I am almost the only person who does remember them or at least the only person who vocalizes about it. I don't want to forget.

But I need to move on as well. I am just not sure how.

Thank you for the special people who posted in our book. I appreciate your prayers and encouragement more than I can say.

If you're just reading this - there are two other entries as well for today.